::/ New program® developed by myself /::

1. Zero even programming or brain mapping program without sad memories…!

00 0000 000000 00000000 …..& so on

2. Point even programming-

.. …. …….. ………. & so on

3. Asteristic even programming-

** **** ****** & so on

4.invite even programming-

Just replace infinity sign at the place of zero (0).

5. ‘Alpha’ n ‘x’ programming-

Just replace these signs with ‘zero’ or other signs to make their program…!®

Just make an elliptical boundry over any ‘digit’ or ‘sign’ to make the series n so program secured….!

Excluding ‘1’ from program solves many problems of program n app.

I.e. using ‘0 n 0’ at the place of ‘1 n 0’…!!!

:: My struggle :: (till now)

I was a struggling person from childhood. Then I had many problems as physical, mental, psychological, social & psychological etc. My parents have all the facility as money etc, but never tried to make treatment for my problems and deceases. Instead they all get involved in personal quarrel all the days. It spoiled my mental condition a lot more which resulted in mental problems like depression, anxiety & over thinking etc. By the way I got passed out of my high school boards & went to study at Allahabad City for further studies b’coz of no option of studying science stream at my high school of my home town.

The next two years I spend struggling at Allahabad for my intermediate boards in a really big and beautiful college named KP inter college which had a big play ground also. It was challenging for me specifically b’coz I had a fast memory loss problem also b’coz of which the subjects which I had well memorised in 11th (& got 99 marks out of 100 in math) got forgotten in 12th board examination. that’s the year of 2001-2003 & then I was given Rs.1500 only for pocket money, room rent including electricity bill & collage or coaching fees also.

By the way in this period I got learned to make food & tea etc by self which was then an exciting experience for me . I had to wash my clothes and other stuff also.

However I gave engineering entrance exam in 2004 & got rank near about 20,000 while In architecture I got near about 1500 rank. But I was not so satisfied with my rank so that I would take admission in college, so I take 3 more years to study in which I learned meditation first which helped me a lot for recovering from my mental, physical problems as well as to make concentration for study & studied at career point at Allahabad City and individuals at Kanpur city.

In this small period I got my first dispute with some bad guys. After that I went to BBD college of engineering situated near Delhi.

There I take external hostel room instead of college hostel. There I got my second dispute with 1st year student deepak tripathi, a bad minded political person from Allahabad.

After that I tried to study a lot at College but some of my personal problems as given above and more b’coz of incorporation of college staff I decided to leave the college specially b’coz of staff’s political agenda of ‘devide and rule’ and make money benefits also by harassing students.

By the way after leaving my college I don’t know how I get suddenly more and more deceased physically as well as mentally. My caretaker was always my mother, but in such a long time my problems never get diminished instead increased always. The medicines she gave me never worked but give side-effects instead. One time was that when I got 42 plus sized nearly & recovered by self strategy.

In this period I was made to go for an unknown journey where I had to do many such things that I never even thought to do. The all people,friends,relatives & parents I knew before had hurt me by heart. I had to fight totally unwillingly & forcefully by using bad mental medicines & sometimes by emotional blackmail. Sometimes it seems as a game, but suddenly it get converts into bloody fights. The bad comments at me & other good people,locking girls & selling them for sex, rape & murders became a common incidents. My food & water became poisonous. I had to be stay at home all the time. I never given sufficient money so that I would not go out even to work myself. The money given to me was so insufficient that it might not fulfill My daily needs. The money of my research also captured by my parents and neibours etc. The people came to give my research or money also got captured by these people. To make me live like prisoner many person around me were working like guard sometimes by greed of money & honey or sometimes by devide & rule. My all close relatives are involved in it. I also got prisoned at mental hospital for no specific reason. The doctors treating me never told me a clear illness details or duration ofter when I would be well. Each medicine had side-effects more than it’s effects. Also I had on servielance of mind reader & Heart reader To get information & to get emotionally tortured.

In all my life journey I make many innovations but never got that experience which might make me satisfied.

By the way “Be Cool & Confident “!!!

A letter to my heart 3

I don’t know if you are reading it Or Not but it may be my last msg to you & important also.
I think you are Not wrong if you think me as a wrong Person & I think you are neither right nor wrong but just a messy Person who doesn’t could see the friends in enemy Or enemy within friends , I.e. whoever is your real friends Or foes of yours as well as mine.some of your friends Or enemy are in my side & vice-versa is also true.
You are such a crazy girl that no One can make you understand & i’m such a messy Person to which no One can understand. Perhaps it’s the real reason of our relational distance.
Feel at your side this ‘air-pollution’. These are the people who at happy times becomes your friends And rais you in the sky while at bad times becomes the become the reason to fell down to the ground. These are also the people of bipolar moment, I.e. while you were getting close to any Person they feel you at a low confidence by making hype about that Person & while that Person want to getting close to you. In the same time & way They make feel with that Person by making your hype against him. When you want to meet that Person, they make a phobia (Or whispers, un respect may be even by family members) & vice-versa is also true.
{Three types of air pollution:- ‘air-pollution’ generally relates to loss of moral values, self-control, self-confidence & self-esteem etc. We get adopted it sometimes intentionally, sometimes unintentionally & sometimes forcefully. At this base there are three types of it exists:-
1. When one adopt it naturally by favouring it thinking it as a right thing.
2. When one get adopted it in oppose of bullies thinking as if they are criticizing And making bad comments even if you are right , then it’s ok to be vulgar instead. But it’s a negative thinking & shows lack of confidence & thorough thinking.
3. When one don’t give-up And adopt vulgar madal of morality then they try to break you forcefully Or by making money-crisis. Examples are rape And porn(as a common work for money)}

Example of bipolar moment:-
1. As your friends they say bad about your Love, at last minute they make you missed your loved One & replace them at that place & vice- versa is also true regarding your loved ones. They also harass & even beat in the name of your loved One & thus make you distracted & vice-versa is also true regarding your loved Ones.
2.they give you full chance only when they are pretty sure that you would get failed to achieve your goal. It’s the reason of disappointments & thus hate further with your loved ones, either it’s you Or me, either it’s Love Or war….!

I doesn’t get affected by these things b’coz even while walking on the road, I keep my eyes at the road & look at the sky only if I know there were no mud to slip at the road. It’s the reason why I never forget my reality over fantasy world. I know what I was , am & can be can be in future (at the base of my capacity & condition) & work also according to my capacity.

Bipolar moment doesn’t affect me but for you it does. It’s prove is that I have got fights Or got beaten-up by your so called well-wishers or Love in the name of you in hospital sometimes for supporting you & sometimes as if I had done something wrong with you. But I never get distracted with you until I see you are doing it by self . while you get distracted by only some whispers.

By the way coming to our relationship, it’s true you told me to give time , respect & honesty . but tell me if I didn’t give it. If you talk about proof then I want to say that I give proof to Unknowns not to the people to which I think were mine & I accepted you as mine from very starting.

Sometimes it happened when I couldn’t manage to give you time but some other works were also important in life than only Love & even to make future with your Love. You have to spend time at other works too…! You told me to give time I gave, many times you get angry at me, imake you understand. Then if I got angry then if I didn’t have right to be at least quite & take time for me…?

Sometimes you did really wrong if it was intentional but I ignored it as I were not seeing. You will never understand me & I don’t want it at all now. But I want that you should understand the people around you & my conditions & thoughts if you can..! You know sometimes the silence teaches us better than words. B’coz then we can hear our own voices & thinking of people around ourselves which can lead to a better conclusive decision.

I think sometimes you applied my words ‘fully’ in your life while it’s Not a positive way. The positive way is to take it as a sample in your life & after getting successful should apply fully. Telling about your difficiencies were not a criticism but care & process of base building of faith which was necessary to make an smoothie & Safe road before we totally get indulge in our Love. So that after loving fully there were no spots to blame at any of us.

Reasons to stay away from you:-
.. It’s not b’coz I were angry at you but b’coz of my problems & for balancing our Love. You know I do everything to the extream level. B’coz of this habit I can’t control Love, anger, war & my mouth specially b’coz of my mental problem. So when we were getting involved in Love to the extream, I always tried to level it b’coz then no one of us would be able to handle it & get tensionised of worry about each others.
That’s the reason why I were limiting my Love with you before loving you fully & being uncontrolled by making an strong base of faith.
What you know bad about my mentality were b’coz of my bad about my mentality were b’coz of my bad psychological problems ( & you knows how you get my thoughts directly which is an illegal way..)
Our relationship is like a barbers place where he uses two mirrors which results in infinite images in which half were real & other half were just opposite of it . so we have to remove one mirror & use only one to see a clear image.
Our relational fights are in the same way . no one is capable enough to convince other fully.

A letter to my heart-2 :-

I think you have many misconception about me. Today i’m going to disclose & make clear all of them . Yes, I leave you alone once but it’s Not b’coz I was angry with you. It’s b’coz I knew my condition as well as yours too. Note that I have a habit of doing anything till it’s full limit, either its Love Or war. So when I Love you, I Loved you with full of my heart.its proof were my quotations & shayaries about you. Your Love made me responsible & irresponsible both. I became responsible towards my own actions but irresponsible towards you, b’coz I could feel that you can’t do anything bad with me.

Being responsible I started to ignore you, b’coz I wanted to make me something in working condition. For this I had to diminish time I give you regularly. Also your mood swing was also a matter to mention, which was going to increase after my ignorance to which was unbearable for me that time. But I had to make me healthy, wealthy for you. Just for it I had to be stay away of you. So unwillingly I gave you freedom to talk with other guys. B’coz I didn’t wanted to wait for me (& so get tensionised for me). & don’t try other guys. I needed time. As I had Said before if I were talking you , loving you, the motto is to marry you . it’s Not like just a joke for me.

Some notes for you:-

1. If you thinks you are using security tricks & it might save you , then believe me dear , you are making a big mistake especially after my mistake of showing your photos to others. It’s Not working instead it makes you vulnerable. By the way if you wanted me, you should clearly meet to me , talk to me without caring about others. Using security trick just make sure that benefits will be get by only well Known persons Or the persons looking as yours b’coz of Same cast etc.

2. If you need me , anytime & anywhere you can call me Or sms me . I know it’s risky , especially in present condition. But I think no other ways are safer than direct talking .

3. If you are unsure of me. Then listen I was, am & will be always yours until you say ‘no’ to me by face to face irrespective of how many bf’s you had in past, I wouldn’t mention it ever.

4. I want only One thing to you. Till the date you would accept my proposal , you will Not even talk to that Person to whom I would Not allow & Same will be followed by me regarding the girls connected to me.

5. As you got bad comments & information regarding me, then listen I also get it about you even from my faithful One . but the difference was you believed all others except me & I believed only you instead others.

6. One More thing I wanted to mention is that beware of people using emotional semipermeable membren, even if its your close ones in your life. It’s More dangerous especially because it’s been Used by one’s own close ones.

7. One truth i’m going to disclose to which perhaps you know but I wanted to tell you face to face, now saying publically that -yes, I were once married to a girl totally unwillingly & unconsciously with the help of very high dose of medicines (mental). Thus get divorced in two years of relationship.

8. I’m 35 years old now, but believe me i’m at 25-26 physically & mentally too. Yet if you think age difference matters for you, then you are free to deny me but believe me i’ll take any other decision after listening by your mouth either it’s ‘yes’ Or ‘no’ .

9. My marriage talk with perhaps with someone else also in process. But believe me it happened just b’coz I hoped it was perhaps you? But I make you clear that i’ll Not marry any other girl until you say ‘no’..!

10. I know i’m giving my personal issues publically which maybe embarrassing for me in future. But it was the only way to make you believe, how much I Love to you & to shut-up the whisper’s mouths..!

Hummmmmmmm…..!

Looooovee yooooooo…!!

The definition of life and living hood

In the starting people knew that only humans, birds, animals & insects who can take breath to inhale and exhale are the living species. But after that they knew these all species has common property of movement while having many similarities in which humans have an extra property of thinking too..!
Jagdish Chandra basu had proved trees are also a living species while having movement disability.
But I have slightly different opinion. I think that everything which responds or makes a change or reacts while communicating is a living species.
Here I categories the whole creation in two parts, 1st which responds in multiple ways and 2nd which reacts in single (or you can say as half way).
Unlike others metals on beating with something, makes sound & changes it’s shape. Thus at least making sound is a sign of half way living hood…!

Heart vs Mind

I don’t think that heart is a bad part of life but the mind using the heart is..? In fact mind men uses tricks to tackle the heart.
I think the main powerful man of hearts shouldn’t choose the men for his work by seeing them around OR in photo, video etc his faithful ones.
Heart man should choose these person just to inspect or check out but not directly for work. Heart man should only categories these men after sufficient inspection, interview OR exam any other person requires to show during test for work.
In general many bad Sharp minded people uses the main heart man’s faithful persons as illegal entry pass to enter the heart man’s heart for work and taking benefits. For this sometimes they seem like the faithful but in reality they were mean.

Mind syrup of data

Science tells us that how we see anything or Memorise anything I. e. How we make knowledge of any data or information after experiencing about things in life.
For something to be seen, light rays comes after reflecting from any body, then a signal(coded & in the form of a liquid) goes to specific area of brain Who decodes it & then we become aware of it.
The same process occurred while listening a sound. But the only difference is that there we use our ear to hear the sound instead of eyes to see.
Thus from eyes and ears we take input in coded form who after decoding at an specific area of brain converts into information.
So if we can make & inject a neuro -chemical which were in coded form same as input from eye & ear in coded form and after decoding by brain gave a clear information.
A 2nd trick is to inject some micro (OR Nano) robots which can directly connected to sattelite & start comunication.

Mind is in body & body is in mind :-

It has been told that a well known phrase for any particular that ‘He has his brain in the toe ‘. &it relates to the dumb person.
But I got a different opinion that more we care, exercise & make our body healthy , the more our brain becomes sharp.. On the other hand the more we make healthy our mind , healthier our body becomes…!

My visions continues 2:

11~ I have an idea to make a business software. In this software we would have to give maximum number of customers to purchase including average spending by them selves etc as input , then we may get maximum amount of money to be invested successfulness of the business in any particular area.

12~ I want to make a software to analyze (+)vity & (-)vity in any human, then further (+)vity enhancer too…!

13~ mobile PC : I know now it’s in the market but still I can prove myself that this inovation is made by me. As I have checked it , it doesn’t have external Ram system but I had the idea to use extra Ram either by externally using OTG or by using memory chip as ram by formatting as Ram..!

14) The most balanced angles in a triangle, either it’s designs OR atomic structure of atoms…!

1) 30°, 30°, 60° (2) 45° 45° 30° (3)15 ° ,15°, 90°

15) voice to written : I’m not sure 100% if that time writing to voice was available OR not but quite sure that voice to text hadn’t come in reality. The base of it was the reverse of text to voice method. The talking Tom type apps are also work as we play the music with different boss settings. In which the nodes are being changed to convert One type of voice into others….!

16) converting One language into another; here also near about same process have to be done which is being used in voice changer. My concept for it is to convert text in One language into an universal language, deaf-dumb language, brail language OR just a basic code…!

17) to make a radiational heater cum cooler, AC cum blower OR fridge cum oven system.
* here one thing have to be noticed that the switch button Will be in such a way that while switching from heated to cold source it automatically undergo through an stage where it’s temperature sets at room temperature. Further details by diagram I will post in Image section…!

18) Memory recovery Theory : it uses the process like multiple match sticks kept in a line. Here traces of data becomes the clue for next data Samantha as if we let caught fire 1st match stick in a series then all match sticks kept in series caught fire One by One.

19) I have made designS of formula one car , fighter plane & rotating Riffle type missiles.
I will load the diagrams in Image section of site…!

20) Reason of reason series :- in our life many incidence happen daily many of them were the results of the past incidence & many who are going to be reason for future reference OR incidence.
For details see Image section…!